Let the numbness set in…
Settle in.
Turn up the volume,
Shut out the world…

Sometimes you invest too much in a relationship…let him disappoint you.
Not because you’re stupid (well, I’m not saying you’re not!), but because you want to.

Because it’s all you can do, you let the whole mess get to you…and it confirms what you’ve believed all along…that you’re not good enough, not worth caring for.

Then you hate him…but he didn’t promise you anything.
You made promises to yourself.
Who’s at fault, then?

So you move on…no, you wait…for this to be over, and for someone completely new and different to simply walk in…
But you know that’s not going to happen.
And you wait.